Pigat wets the cloth and sets it on the girl’s forehead softly. Her night fevers have gotten worse since last week. As drops of water trickle down her temples, Pigat brushes Talliya’s hair out of her eyes.
“How are you feeling?”
The girl replies with a coughing fit. She has to stand up, making the cloth fall off of her head. Pigat takes Talliya’s hand away from her lips and gives her a dry cloth to cover her mouth with instead. Then she slowly rubs her back as the coughing persists.
As soon as Talliya stops, she falls back on the bed, heaving for breath. Pigat takes the cloth from the girl’s hand and examines it. Blood, again. With a sigh, she picks up the cloth that had fallen on the blanket, dries the sweat on the girl’s face, wets the fabric again, and then sets it on her forehead. The cloth had left a dampened spot on the blanket. Pigat considers whether she should go get another one, but she doesn’t want to leave her side.
Pigat still remembers the day when a little baby was laid on her arms, about ten years ago. While she was only a teenager, she was assigned as the attendant of the new noble girl. The baby gurgled, smiling, and then wrapped her small fist around one of Pigat’s fingers. From that day on, an indestructible bond was created.
She had been there when she learned how to crawl and when she took her first steps. When Talliya’s unintelligible mumbles became words for the first time, they’d been Pigat. She had fed her, changed her, and cleaned her up. After a while she was taking her on walks around town to entertain her unquenchable curiosity. She loved to go near the springs where the land was full of life with birds and small insects that she surprisingly wasn’t afraid of catching with her little hands. Uncountable mornings were spent chasing after butterflies and eagles that flied high up in the clear blue sky. To Pigat’s discontent, she loved to lie on the ground, either on her back to make out shapes in the clouds or on her stomach to wallow and crawl. Her mother was furious when they returned to the palace, Talliya covered in dirt, and would often send them both back to the spring for a wash.
It was on one of those afternoons that Pigat had made a terrible mistake. Talliya was sitting on a rock with her arms crossed after reluctantly washing herself when she spotted a group of older boys playing in the distance. Her pout turned into a smile and she turned around to look at Pigat with sparkling eyes.
“Pigat, Pigat, may I please play with them?”
“They’re farmer boys, you shouldn’t.”
“So what? Please, Pigat, I’m bored.”
“Your mother won’t be happy.”
“She doesn’t need to find out,” Talliya suggested with a smirk. “Please.”
Pigat looked into her pleading eyes and her heart began to melt. She knew she shouldn’t, but Talliya really wanted to play. There were no kids her age in the palace, and that often made the girl feel very lonely. Only one day wouldn’t hurt. It’s true, her mother wouldn’t find out…
“Okay, go ahead, Talliya, but be quick, please. Don’t go far away either; always stay in sight. And please don’t get dirty again,” Pigat said, giving in.
“Yes! Thank you, thank you!” the girl exclaimed, jumping up and down and hugging Pigat before running to meet the boys.
Pigat laughed and went after her. The boys were nice and soon included Talliya in their game, being gentle so they wouldn’t hurt her. At first, she was the referee for a small wrestling tournament. After that, they ran towards the fields to explore them. They went back down to the spring, and Talliya surprised them there by catching a grasshopper. The boys climbed up a tree and the girl carried the fruit that fell down. Pigat told Talliya that it was time to head back home while they were sitting on the ground in a circle, eating the fruit that they’d picked. Amidst the echoes of laughter, Pigat didn’t notice that one of the boys had been coughing during the whole session.
A month later, Talliya was woken by a coughing fit in the middle of the night. Pigat heard her from the adjacent bedroom where she slept, and ran to her aid. From that night on, it progressively got worse.
Now Pigat watched the girl let out ragged breathes while she slept. She has been so weak lately, and sleeping was all she ever did. Her little body wouldn’t be able to resist any longer. She’d soon be gone. Tears began stinging Pigat’s eyes as she realized that it was her fault, this was all her fault.
A moment later she’s crying desperately, not holding anything back. Her face is swollen, red, and drenched in tears. She bites into a blanket to not wake her little girl up as a sob escapes her throat. Her eyes are closed and her nails scrape her knees and legs until they leave bloody trails behind. The muscles in her heart threaten to burst. She’s heaving for breath now, but silently. Please don’t take her, please don’t. Take me instead, she begs to the Heavens.
She manages to calm down after a while, and presses her hot cheeks against the young girl’s abdomen. Like that she drifts off, trying to forget this excruciating reality.
In the morning, Donatiya, another servant, shakes her awake. She’s holding a platter with breakfast for Talliya. Immediately after registering the situation, Pigat softly puts a finger under the girl’s nostrils to check if she’s still breathing. She sighs when she feels the warm breath against her knuckle.
“Good morning, Donatiya. She hasn’t woken up yet, but you can leave the food here. Thank you.”
Donatiya nods, leaves the platter on a nearby table, and walks out of the room. Pigat proceeds to change the girl’s blanket and cloths. Talliya is already awake when she returns with the new fabric. Pigat sets everything on the foot of the bed and rapidly seats back on her stool next to the young girl.
“How are you feeling? Are you hot? I was going to change your blanket, and if you wish I can put another wet cloth on your forehead. Are you hungry? Here’s your breakfast. Please eat, it’ll make you stronger.”
Talliya tries to sit up, but Pigat has to help her. Pigat carefully brings the spoon to her lips and the girl swallows with trouble. After a few more spoonfuls, Talliya shakes her head and lies back down.
“Come on, Talliya, you need to eat.”
“I’m not hungry.”
“You need strength.”
“I’m going to throw up if I eat more.”
“Talliya…”
The young girl rolls over and gives her back to Pigat, who calls Donatiya to take away the platter. After she leaves, Pigat hears Talliya’s soft whimpers and notices that her shoulders are weakly shaking with sobs.
“My dear, what’s wrong? Please look at me,” Pigat asks.
Talliya faces her attendant again, her eyes big, red, and full of tears. Pigat gently wipes her cheeks dry with a cloth.
“I don’t want to die, Pigat.”
Pigat’s eyes get wide and she bends down to hug the young girl. She slowly runs her fingers through her hair.
“I will miss you a lot. An awful lot,” Talliya whispers.
Tears begin to build up on Pigat’s eyes, but she can’t cry right now. She needs to be strong for her little girl. She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes.
“Don’t say that, dear. Soon you won’t suffer anymore.”
“Won’t you miss me too, Pigat?”
Pigat discreetly wipes a tear with the back of her hand. “You have no idea.”
“I love you very much, Pigat” Talliya says.
Pigat sits up and kisses the young girl’s forehead. “I love you too, dear. Like a daughter.”
She takes a cloth and dries Talliya’s cheeks again. Then, she kisses them both. It’s getting harder to hold back her tears.
“Darling, you should sleep. You’re very tired,” Pigat states.
“I want to see you.”
“Please.”
Talliya tries to fight it, but soon her drowsiness takes over and she’s fast asleep. Pigat watches her chest rising and falling, and admires the peace in her complexion. At least when she’s sleeping, her eyebrows relax, making the wrinkles on her forehead disappear. The pain goes away momentarily.
They stay like that for a while, Talliya asleep and Pigat tending to her, until the sun sets and dusk brings about an awful coughing fit.
It starts like usual, and Pigat only comforts her as she coughs. However, Pigat soon realizes that this fit is nothing like the ones before. Talliya’s lungs scream for air. Her coughing gets louder and louder until she can’t contain it. Her eyes are red and her forehead is covered in sweat. Pigat starts calling out for help, and a group of servants rush in. She’s pushed back into a corner of the room. Soon, Talliya’s mother and father arrive.
“My baby, my baby, what’s happening to her?” her mother shouts as she pushes the servants away.
Her husband grabs her and holds her tight to prevent her from hurting anyone. She’s crying and screaming. Although her father tries to maintain his composure, tears trail down his cheeks.
Pigat is paralyzed. She can’t cry. She’s only standing there, watching the scene unfold as she shakes. Nothing is real any longer. She can only hear Talliya’s coughing and her loud, panicked breaths. Soon she doesn’t hear anything anymore. Her mother lets out a hideous shriek. Pigat faints.
In this dark night, the wheat fields dance with the cold wind. By them, the waters in the spring remember their origins. They fell from the clouds as rain and joined a fast-flowing stream. Both animals and humans drank from it. Children bathed and mothers washed their clothes in its waters. Then, along its trek it picked up rocks and fallen leaves. Most of the stones left the flow after they were made smooth and round by the stream’s action. Everywhere it went it brought life and refreshment and renewal along with it. However, when the time to join the spring came, the waters had to be filtered. Everything that they were carrying, all the leaves, the branches, the rocks, had to stay behind. Nevertheless, the freshness that they had gifted the world with would linger, continuing to bless the universe eternally.
When Pigat wakes up, she’s still on the floor. Donatiya is folding Talliya’s blankets. Although she isn’t fully conscious yet, Pigat staggers towards her.
“Where’s Talliya?” she asks.
Donatiya looks at her with heavy eyes. Pigat sits down on the bed, frowning and trying to remember how to breathe.
“I’m so sorry, Pigat,” Donatiya states.
Pigat puts her face on her hands and begins to cry horribly. Donatiya sits next to her and wraps her arms around her body. She rubs her back in silence until Pigat is done. Then, she hands her a cloth to clean her face. Her complexion relaxes as she looks into space. She knows what’s coming.
“Donatiya, please let me go to my room, and then I’ll follow you,” Pigat asks.
She stands up and goes to her bedroom next to Talliya’s. She washes her face and dons her best clothes, which aren’t exactly stunning, but acceptable for a servant like her. She puts on a little bit of Talliya’s eyeliner and brushes her hair. Then, she braids it and puts it up into a beautiful hairdo, just like she used to do with Talliya. She looks in the mirror one last time and decides that she’s ready.
Donatiya leads her through the palace, where she can recognize most of the mourners’ faces. She sees Talliya’s aunts, her cousins, and her uncles. The women are all walking after their husbands, red-eyed and with swollen faces, looking for Talliya’s parents. They’ve probably been woken up with the bad news, because it’s still very late.
She turns a corner and goes into a quiet room lighted with candles. On the far side there’s a table with Talliya’s body lying on it. Pigat looks at Donatiya with gratefulness in her eyes, and she quickly smiles back with a nod. Then, she walks towards the table.
Talliya’s eyes are closed. She is draped in an exquisite rob, held by a bronze pin on her shoulder. There are bronze bracelets on her little wrists and she is wearing a pair of beautiful, round earrings made of the same material. A wonderful necklace with a lovely carnelian surrounded by beads and rock crystals decorates her delicate neck. One of her tiny fingers has a signet ring with protective signs on. A scarab with an image of the sun rising over a hill behind a crouching lion, her father’s title, and the name of the city rest upon her chest. She smells like incense and ointment.
Pigat admires her for a while. Don’t worry, darling, we’ll be seeing each other soon, she tells her with her heart. She’s firm, trying hard not to cry. When she’s ready, she turns to face the girl’s parents, who are also watching their daughter nearby.
“Pigat, thank you very much for all that you did for Talliya. You were an excellent attendant, and I’m sure she loved you very much,” her mother says before her voice breaks and she’s weeping.
Her husband hugs her tighter, and says, “Thank you for your service, Pigat. I’m so sorry, but this is customary. A shame, such a shame, to lose such a valuable servant.”
“Don’t worry, I understand, my lord. I’m also thankful for how you’ve treated me all these years,” Pigat replies and looks at Talliya. “Your daughter was an amazing girl. I’m truly sorry for your loss.”
“Thank you,” Talliya’s father answers, and his face darkens. “Goodbye, Pigat. May you be rewarded well for your service in the next life.”
“Farewell, Pigat,” says Talliya’s mother through tears.
“I thank you again, my lord and my lady. Goodbye, and may your future be full of blessings.”
Pigat turns and walks back to Donatiya. She thanks her for letting her visit Talliya, and then follows her out of the room. This time, they walk through a more private part of the palace, and the guests are nowhere to be seen. Their footsteps echo through the vast halls. Finally, they stop before a tall set of doors and face each other. Donatiya hugs her.
“Goodbye, my friend. I will miss you,” she says.
“I will miss you too, Donatiya. I hope you live a long and happy life. Thank you for everything.”
Donatiya hugs her for a while longer and they stay quiet. Then, she lets her go and opens the door. She wipes a tear and signals for her to go in. A big basin full of water waits for her between two bulky men. Pigat goes in, stops, and turns around to look at Donatiya one last time. Donatiya sees the peace in Pigat’s eyes when they exchange a smile. Pigat continues, and Donatiya closes the door.
The next day, the tomb under the palace is ready. It has a sweet smell of perfume, and adornments made of radiant jewels. Pigat’s body is also there, waiting for Talliya. A group of men carry the girl in a litter and lay her next to her attendant. The place is silent except for the sniffling and occasional sobs. After a priest’s blessing, the tomb is sealed. Pigat and Talliya would rest together for eternity.
*****
Hello, humans. I hope you enjoyed this short story, even if it came out sadder than I expected haha. I got the inspiration for this piece when I was reading National Geographic. There was this article that said that a noble girl’s tomb from ancient Jericho was recently found at Tell es-Sultan. You can read the article here.
I hope you all have a nice rest of the year.
Love,
Nan.
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